I keep screwing up, I guess I can't help it anymore, it's beginning to come natural. I have myself in about 11,000 different holes that I can't get out of, and the worst part is that no one person can help me with them. I take that back, the worst part is that no matter what method I use to get myself out of these holes; I end up as the jerk. Which ( Read more... )

PIT IS OVER!!!!!!!!

JARED GOT 1st CHAIR, ANA GOT 2nd CHAIR!!!!!!!!! I love being surrounded by all these amazingly talented people. Just thought I would inform all of you....

Had CODA tryouts today.....eh. I'm really happy for everyone else though, especially Ana, Jared, and Katy. I didn't do good at all, but thats expected now. Gave my blood for the first time, man, I'm gonna do that every 60 days for sure, it doesn't even hurt! No, but seriously, Jared got 2nd chair! No one can argue that he's better than me now, HA! ( Read more... )

I am officially naming myself the most insensitive person alive, and I don't care if any of you disagree with me. I don't deserve to breathe the same air as anyone else. How good of a boyfriend do I have to be to hurt Ana's feelings everyday for over two weeks. Not only that, but not even realize that I'm doing it! I swear I have to be the worst ( Read more... )

Well, I think I'm gonna die if I don't see Ana soon... She said that we would see each other on Monday, but I dunno. :( I was gonna hang out with Lindsay and Carey, but they were busy I guess. Oh well, I have kind of given up on trying to hang out with them, it just seems like I try everyday, but everyday they have something to do, I guess I just ( Read more... )

This weekend I can only describe with a famous qoute..."it was the best of times, it was the worst of times"...Let's start out with the best, got to see Ana all day Saturday!!! It was awesome, but doesn't happen often enough. Now, for the worst of times, Saturday was cool, but it also sucked. The band went to a marching competition and we got last ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't posted in a while. These next few days are gonna be lllllllllloooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggg........ Tomorrow I will be at the band room until 9, then I have to go home and work on the lawn some how and get my workout in. Then I have to be at the band room even earlier on Friday and I will be there until 10:30 or so, then I have to ( Read more... )

Went to the State Fair with Ana, Katy, and her friend Scott. I actually got to see Ana on a weekend!!! :):):):) I need to go write a song, and finish one that I have been taking way too long to complete, (I sincerely apologize for taking so freakin' long.) I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! I got work to do....cya.

(had to change the words to fit my situation better)