Well, finals are here...woo. Joined the Harrison thingy...woo. About to join the OBS...woo. Starting a combo and jazz band...woo. I don't know if there are certain people that don't want to hear this, and I don't care..at all..Ana is everything I could ever want, and as far as I'm concerned absolutely perfect. I really don't expect the feeling to ( Read more... )

2005...I don't really believe the "new year", or keeping time in general, but I feel that I get somewhat motivated to do one thing better every year, and I guess that's worth keeping up with. So much crap is coming up; 2 out of class bands, basketball band, solo, prepare a concerto, ensembles, state jazz contest, wind ensemble contest, learn ( Read more... )

I find recently, that I seem to overstay my welcome. I know that the people that I overstay my welcome to would never say, or even hint it which says a lot about them. Thinking of you...<3

Let me reiterate how much my friends mean to me. If I didn't have my friends, I would be rip my face off and incinerate it. Not only am I lucky enough to have the best friends anyone could ever ask for, but when I think they can get no better, they do. In all honesty, if I didn't have these people around me I would crumble, and deteriorate, and ( Read more... )

So, it appears as if I will never spend any time at all with my girlfriend. I ran out of money to buy presents, and I still have 4 people to buy for, I spent it all on the other 13. The worst part, of course, is that all of them have bought me a present. Sometimes I can be a real jerk, most of the time actually. It amazes me that I could let that ( Read more... )

Natalie, I promise that things are going to be better when my freaking life gets straightened out. I apologize from what heart I have left, and please hang in there with me. Sorry for the ambiguity...

man, christmas gets more complex every year. i haven't even begun to get all of my shopping done and i've bought like 17 things....ahhh! not really, i kind of enjoy it actually. i just want to tell everyone, when you're waiting in line for 3 hours to cross off one item of 35 on your shopping list, think of the look of pure joy the person will have ( Read more... )

I find it funny how closely someone can attach to a song, and how overwhelmingly addictive music can be. I find it sad though, that sometimes I feel that the only thing I have is music, and sometimes not even that. Tomorrow's gonna be a better day...as long as I keep telling myself that...

To Jacob, Fred, and Cody ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel very immature, and i'm not really sure why. i feel as if i did something wrong by saying anything at all, like i just added a burden to a person that doesn't need any extra burdens. maybe it's silly to think this, but i can't help but think that i wronged you by opening my mouth. believe me, my goal was not to make things ( Read more... )