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[zizander]

So I've had a couple of weeks now where I've felt pretty normal all around. Work was fine, I was sleeping alot better, I stopped going out with people constantly to avoid my own thoughts. I mean I was still sad at times. Random things pop up in your head over the course of the day and every time you think "oh yea, dad's gone", followed by a

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[lsmsrbls]

Hey -- just wanted to tell you that I'm so sorry for your loss and the hell you've been going through.

It sounds so dark and isolating and...I just really wish I knew something to do or say to help.

I'll be thinking of you this weekend.

-- Christy Hales

[zizander]

Thanks Christy, I appreciate that. I didn't know anyone even read livejournal anymore! Hell, I hadn't posted in like 4 years myself.

I should say that it's not as dark as I make it seem here. I'm writing this stuff when I feel the absolute worst, as putting it out there is somewhat of a release and does make me feel better. Most of the time I'm doing alright! Sometimes you just hit a low though and need to get it all out. Those lows are further apart as time goes by, which is good.

I hope you're well.