i am too tired to be coherent i will be home in 8 hours. thank god.

right now, a minor nicotine buzz is the closest thing i can feel to the sweet bliss of sleep. if life were this hard all the time, i would kill myself.
hmmmm....good thing its not. in a few long days i will be skinny dipping in the pacific.
i am so tired i could vomit.

i realized that my emotional instability of the last few weeks has caused me to smoke and eat fiendishly. bathing suit season, here i come. all of me ( Read more... )

i have pictures of the mud fight, but i dont know how to put them up on live journal. can someone please explain. its probably really easy. i just cant deal with technology right now.

oh, live journal. long time no see. this update is a procratination method and a check-in for anyone thats interested ( Read more... )

Danny has a new girlfriend and i am slightly distraught. he was mine for so long. i used to know that no matter what, i was the most important thing in his life. even after i broke up with him, i felt like he was devoted to me in this indescribable way...it was totally infuriating and addicting and beautiful ( Read more... )

last night i went to bed at 7:00 am.
i woke up today at 4:00 pm.
ate mushrooms at 5:00.
had a great trip.
yay.

1. drunk
2. hooked up with good boy tonight. but he has girlfriend. hmmmmm.
3. my springbreak has been reduced to a pathetic three days because of the play that i am in. hmmmm.
4. in general feeling massively manic-depressive. sometimes soooo happy; sometimes soooo sad/angry/frustrated.

okay. that's all i can type for now. bye bye.

messy room ( Read more... )