Gosh....  I feel stupid, That is all..  :(

I have found that, over the past week or so this seems to be a good place to write down some thoughts going through my head so here goes ( Read more... )

why this keeps happening to me, why i apparently suck with women, and why no one ever wants to be with me.

1) Where did you begin 2008 ( Read more... )

So according to my account it has been 67 weeks since my last post.  Gosh so much has gone on in a single year.  Back in December, i graduated from college with a bachelors degree in mechanical engineering and immediately took a job in Alabama with General Electric.  There have been a lot of tough times since but I am finally coming back home again ( Read more... )

so i start this entry feeling like i do not all the time but from time to time especially in the last year or so.  i dont really know how to start this because its hard for me to put my feelings down in writing.  i guess that whole feeling of loneliness has hit me again.  its been so long since i have even been on a date.  i mean i know i have ( Read more... )

Yesterday ( Read more... )

well the past months have changed me more than anything possible....if you know what has gone on, you can probably understand what i am talking about.  well ths physical aspect is pretty much back to normal.  i can work out again and have no physical limitations.  the emotional/psycological aspect however still bothers me....i dunno what it is...a ( Read more... )

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im not sure it gets much better than good friends, good food, cold beer, and some bowling.....
and thats all i have to say