Yeah so ANOTHER day that I can't see Sean... Motherfuckers... I drove THEM around when I had a car... I did it for free, too. And now they're bitches. I always do shit for people and they never return the favor. I'm just going to stop caring about people and tell them to fuck off. Especially the ones who are screwing me over. I'm just going to ( Read more... )

♥Sean ♥Sean ♥Sean
The future is creepin' up on us and things r going fuckn awesome and I'm so fuckn scared, but at the same time I don't have a worry in tha world because I know its gonna work out. I'm typin' in slang n shit, dog.

Someone please buy me a car so I can drive to see him!@(*^&^$*^#$*&^_()*+_)()*(&*^#%#$@$#@$@$#@&^%*+

So yeah... Umm... It's been a minute. I just got off work and I'm tired as shit. I work at Taco Hell BTW (if you didn't already know). Tonight I worked with Newby and Robert so it was good. Robert and I both apologized to each other because we got in a huge fight the other day and I left work like 5 hours early. But it's good now, and I'm glad ( Read more... )

Well I stayed with Sean at Josh's last night and we were up really late getting drunk. We finally passed out and about 2 hours later 5 other people come over and Josh has a drunken party and everyone is yelling and beating on things and trying to break Aristocrat bottles... It sucked. I am so grouchy right now, and I can't go to sleep because I'm ( Read more... )

So yesterday I had a pretty shitty day at school... It just sucked because I had to make a powerpoint presentation and it's about tutoring children with ADHD... It's really retarded, because hell of a lot of people have ADHD... Ne ways then I got the medicine I've been needing to get for about a month (actually longer than that), but that's only ( Read more... )

I hate my life and every thing in it. Every time I read about my zodiac sign it fucks me up because I am exactly what it says and I HATE it. For instance: my moon sign is Scorpio. I have this book called EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ASTROLOGY and it says, "Your ability to deaden feelings allows you to feel in control, but it is also the path ( Read more... )

Well on Tuesday I ate my first hit of acid. It was awesome. Basically it just made me love Sean more and more. I believe that's exactly what I'm suposed to be doing with me life, and the acid just made everything a lot clearer and explainable... I graduate exactly one month from tomorrow. It's going to go by so freaking fast. Then I'm going ( Read more... )

Wow this shit is exciting. I'm at Parkview right now in graphic design class.... I'm not doing anything that I'm supposed to be doing. I think that I'm going to get really personal in this diary instead of the myspace blog bullshit. I just want to go see Sean and do some drugs. I get paid on Wednesday... I'm going to start a photo album, make ( Read more... )

Well my life is slipping out from underneath me. I quit my job the beginning of December and I still don't have one. I have problems keeping money. The only good thing that I have going for me is my boyfriend. His name is Sean (some call him Tussin) and he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. We spend every moment possible together (which ( Read more... )

Well I think everything is going to all change pretty soon. It's all falling apart and not working out for me. I fight and bicker with everyone around me. I can't ever seem to have any fun, my car is breaking down, I have a shitty job, and I am impatient for my graduation and going to college. I feel like everyone hates me and no one really ( Read more... )