I'm losing touch, hope, feeling..
Losing the only thing I had, worth keeping.
I feel as if the heat and light is fading.
Where did I make the wrong move?
What did I say?
Life isn't really what its meant to be once you discover the true reality of it all.
We live to die.

Why can't things just be what they used to be.
God damn you.

Life has been fairly content recently. Job proceeding well, successful and happy with my relationship with Corinne. I cannot complain. I've recently began working with my old band, just to lay down some bass with them and help them out for awhile until I can find myself where I need to be. Comtemplating my health recently, hoping it doesn't deplete ( Read more... )