So we lost cable at my house and my mom and I decided to go rent a few movies...me being on a horror kick, decided to rent a few horror movies...The Omen was gone, as was Village of the Damned, I can't stand the Friday the 13th or Nightmare on Elm Street movies so pretty much I couldn't find anything. Until of course, I turned to the New Releases. ( Read more... )

Okay, so let's just say I had an awesome weekend...lots of fun and laughter...lots of clothes I wish I had...Hatter has the boots I wanted very jealous about that. I always seem to act like a total moron around her...I don't know why. I think I embarassed myself about ten times, perhaps more...jeez (kicking myself again)... being alone in the car ( Read more... )

As a character in my favorite movie said "No one knows how lonely it is to be a child" and that is so true..but yet, also no one knows how lonely it is being me. Throughout my entire life I have met nothing but pain and heartache, confusion and deceit. I feel as if I have some kind of a curse placed upon me that I can't seem to shake. I've never ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I wish that I couldn't love that I was incapable of such a horrid emotion. It stings and burns. It destroys and crumbles me. Yet, it's all I know. Love isn't sex, it isn't physical attributions to a relationship. It's the way you feel about someone. You can love a person and never have had any physical interactions. I know this because I ( Read more... )

Ok so I got on bus the today and this black kid gets on a few stops later..I thought nothing of it until I saw his shirt. His shirt was black and in bold white letters it said "I'M BLACK"...All I could do is look him dead it the face and say.."Well duh!"

Okay so I've updated just about everything. Geez. Now a new week is starting...the first week of the rest of my life(LOL). Anyways, I am looking back and I am erasing things. I know you can't really erase anything but you know what I mean. I'm looking at myself and getting rid of the things that I don't like. I'm also analyzing myself and I'm ( Read more... )

Okay so evidently I haven't updated in half a year..we'll go with very busy...yeah, that'll work ( Read more... )

I've been obsessing over my relationship with a certain ex-boyfriend for a very long while now and I have also become very angry and jealous of his ex-girlfriend. I need for her to go away if I'll ever be with him again. he and I have a wonderful relationship. I would do anything to make him happy, and I am...aactually, I'm sort of trying too hard ( Read more... )