today i got a lot out

and i mean a lot

to a lot of people

feels good, yet makes me sad.

you've moved on from me
now im am nothing but a memory
that you barely remember
from a recent past that seems like a lot longer past

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i met my dads girlfriend tonight
i hate her
luckily kim came with
i woulda broke down crying in the bathroom
if i was alone with them
they are so touchy feely
always holding hands
and putting their hand on eachothers leg
all the way through dinner
good lord.
i want to cry
i feel alone here.
i dont like it...

i miss
kyra
emily
alicia
ryan
natasha
jarred
michael
meeeeesh
my brother

kyras coming out for my sweet 16 *just found out today*
alicias coming out over winter break
emily's hopefully coming out in january

but thats all the hope i have

so basically. emily jaffe didnt make my day. but more my week or even month.

FIRST WEEK OF JANUARY SHES COMING!!!!!!! watch out bitchesssssss my loves coming

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im pretty bored
watching tv with my brother
i just woke up
he woke me up
for no reason
anyone wanna do something today?
i guess its stupid for me to say that
everyone on here is from california.
ok i'm gonna go try to make plans

love you all

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