i hate it when your heart and brain don't agree...i get afraid i'll lose my balance

so i feel like i'm in limbo...i'm outa a job for a while and now i don't know what to do with my self! ahhhh

graduation was fun! i think i did it well!

so i can't wait for this weekend...its going to be perfect and i can't wait to see Nick and Chris...there so much fun! and then i'm gonna be chillin' w/ Mark then gonna have some fun w/ Kelli....i'm pumped!!!

it sucks to be alone...and i'm not talking without a boyfriend, cause who the fuck cares, i'm talking without a friend. it sucks. I thought i had a lot of friends and you know i do but i wish i had that friend that my mom expected for dinner...my friend, not steve's friend, or becky's friend, but the friend that called my phone to see what i was ( Read more... )

so love is real everybody! i fell in love last night with the most amazing guy ever! He likes cars and we practically think on the same wave lengths! ahhahaha ok so maybe its just a good brewing friendship...but whatev' he's wicked cool and i can't wait to hang out with him again!

cruise was fucking awesome....party was fucking awesome! life is good right now!

so my clubbing plans were ruined by lack of usable car....so justin and i hung out instead. we went to see the reed family and they liked him. That is an awesome step up for me because they don't usually like new people and well he did great. he spoke when he should have and did everything perfectly. it was awesome. then we went to play pool ( Read more... )

hey! every one....i want to go to a club and i want to know if you wanna come with me...i'm thinking a friday night...yeah so i'm sorry but you gotta be 18 for this shindig....so...well yeah....talk to me!

it sucks you know...not being part of it all...and i wish you would understand...

so well i'm tired and bored and i don't know what to do...i'm basically avoiding going to bed but i think my journey heads that way in like 5 min. so...yeah...i dunno...goodnight!