These last few days have been difficult... Emotionally.. Lots of crying and all that shazbot ( Read more... )

Just spent 2 hours on the phone with Mary.... I miss conversating with that woman! Its always refreshing.. In a sense, she takes me back to when I was young, ambitious, determined... She reminds me of all the positive that was me.. How I once believed that anything was possible, how I once made magic happen on the daily.. Before all the craziness ( Read more... )

I can't eat, can't sleep, can't stop crying ( Read more... )

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping ( Read more... )

My poor Olivia is at  home sick.. I wish I could be there to take care of her. =( It was so sad when she called me on the phone crying because she feels sooo blah! If I didn't have to work at 6 in the a.m I'd be there making sure she drinks her thera flu and making her soup and taking her temp. every hour. I hope she gets better.....

I am sooo ( Read more... )

Zoestarbrite will be shutting down....

I have another Livejournal that I made a couple years ago and I will be using that one from now on..

Sooooooo to some of my friends on this mug who still read this thing, I will be adding you on my other account

I am sooo fucken happy that everyone is back!! This was one long weekend and I really wish I would have went up to the cabin with everyone instead of doing what I did this weekend and hanging out with who I hung out with. BUT.. It was all a learning experience so I have to esteem what I learned from it and remember next time this situation comes ( Read more... )

Folks have been telling me that sometimes the Universe makes things happen for me in which Im not capable of doing for myself..... I lost a friend today and Im really sad about it.... I think the reasoning behind it is fucked up..  Its all immature bullshit and it really hurts my feelings... BUT she made her decision and the way I see it is... I've ( Read more... )

Im depressed
BUT
Its all good cuz im sure I will get over it by the end of the day. =)

It sucks when you see someone that you love and care about making poor decisions in their life..... Not wrong unhealthy decisions.... Just not so good ideas.... And there isn't anything you can say or do mostly because they think your advice or suggestions are bias.... Which I can honestly say.. Im not being bias or manipulative....  Im giving the ( Read more... )