Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to RYAN DUDE, happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuu... :) so, i am at heald right now. and i am chillin with Ryan at his school. i realized that no one does anything in his class. they all goof on the internet doing nothing. i thought that heald was a place where you get in and get out. well i ( Read more... )

i have relized that my message board has been looking dark lately. i think i need to be postive rightabout now. man! to much drama, drama, drama.... as you can tell, i kindof have been going through some stuff lately. well i type to figure things out in my head. and i usually type entires because i am upset or mad.unless it is about work or meeting ( Read more... )

i feel that the last serval days has been better... i have less of them, i think i WAS am getting better............. but i have to be 100% honest. i feel i am slipping away again. i remember what it felt like when i was first falling away. and it is happening again. i am trying not to let anyone know. but who ever reads this i know you care. so ( Read more... )

nicole, i am sorry your call hurt me so badly, thank you for making me get terribly sick, normally i don't remember them but i actually felt this 100% thank you.? honestly if you think you are my friend, it is a F U C K I N G joke. if you care so much about me then where the hell where you, or if you truly cared just listen. . oh wait. U were ( Read more... )

i had a neverouse brake down on tuesday. yeah, things had been pretty shitty. it all started off when i hit my hand at a wire mettle fence. yeah, that was not to cool. but i did it. :) i actually didn't relize how much force i had behind my punch. guess what? what you say? my knockel bone was even exposed. that was sooo not cool. well that happened ( Read more... )