Oh I'm so silly.  I have all these physical ailments that I'm usually pretty good about taking care of.  To the point where I'm basically in denial that I have them.  Asthma is one of them, then I never actually have a puffer when I need one.  The other is Fibromyalgia.  Which I manage with diet, exercise and weed.  Yesterday I started having fibro ( Read more... )

Hrmmmmm.  Yes everyone told me to not hang out with Mel that it was asking for trouble.  But I couldn't not know her because she's so awesome.  Now I'm kind of caught.  I can't stay away from either of them.  Mel came over for Idol last night and then I drove her downtown and picked up Jason.  So I just won't talk about them to each other.  I know ( Read more... )

So strange.  Both Mel and Jason showed up at my place seperately to get away from each other last night.  They came at the same time.  So Jason left, and Mel and I went for a beer.  I think I made her feel better about things.  Then Jason started calling and I told her I was going to go see him.  Then Walter called, so she went there, I went to ( Read more... )

gargh.  I think I'm going to quit my job.  I've been fucking up so much I think he wants to fire me anyway.  I'm just not an office person.  Or a 5 day a week 9 to 5 person.  Film will start up soon.  I'll find something else.  I have faith in the universe.  Hey the universe (aka Betty Clocker) seems to have found my silver skull pendant!  My most ( Read more... )

So that was an interesting weekend.  I went to Windsor on Friday to fight.  I lost as usual.  The girl I was fighting takes it way more seriously than I do and it got a little rough.  Oh well.  When I got back I got an email from my boss saying that my living situation wasn't working out (which I agree with) so I immediately got on the horn and ( Read more... )

So I didn't make it to PFL practice after all.  I was on a compassion mission for my friends wife who is going through chemo, and I had to wait for the goods to be delivered.  So, I was at Jason's restaurant for this task, he invited me.  I met his Mum and his Sister.  Who invited me for easter dinner in Shelburne..  LOL!  They are super nice.  So ( Read more... )

I picked up my low rider bicycle from the bike shop yesterday, I got a new handle bar stem and new pedals, then I went for a cruise around the 'hood.  Life is better on a lowrider.  You can't go fast so you don't even think about it.  On my mountain bike I always feel like I should be pushing and pushing cause I know theres more energy stored in ( Read more... )

I guess I need to talk to Jason and really sort out this situation.  I really really love Mel.  She's awesome and a good friend.  However, I have also been dating Jason for a year and a half.  Longer than she has.  He and I have always had a non-monogamy clause so it's not like he's cheating on me.  It's not cheating.  But he's cheating on her.  I ( Read more... )

Spent another weekend with the ummmmm...what do I call them really?  It's got to be the stangest dynamic I have ever experienced.  Of course she doesn't know what I thought she knew.  I thought she knew everything, but she doesn't.  Well I think she does but she's just in denial.  Her and I basically spent the entire weekend together.  Had dinner ( Read more... )

So...I ran away from work yesterday because I was too upset to try and explain the sketch to my boss.  I spent a day at my friends house under the covers on the couch.  At 5 I was finally able to put my stuff into words and explain to my boss how I'm not actually at fault for all the shit he was yelling at me about ( Read more... )