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This is not the place
This is not the place. My thoughts and feelings are mine. If your not interested in talking to me about them then your not gonna read them here. Face to face... Or fuck off. -
why are you here
if all i do is piss you off anoy you and you dont trust me then why the hell are you here. love? dont say love.... if your gona love me love me for who i am not what you think i can be... what you see is what you get i am me. this is who i am. im gonna piss you off (alot) im gonna anoy you. im gonna get jellous. get the fuck over it. you do a lot ( Read more... ) -
seriously wtf
you just acused me of hitting my kid. seriously stfu. if your not out here to see whats going on keep your mouth shut. just beacuse you think you here something dont mean it is what you think it is. when he is screeming i clap. and i clap loud. it takes his attention off of his screeming for a split sec and brings it to my hands or my face. and yes ( Read more... ) -
wtf
got i wish i could talk to you like i used to talk to you. wish i didnt feel like i was walking on egg shells all the time. have a lil fucking trust in me like i do you. yah i trust you and yah i dont trust your ex's. doesent help that you spend most your time with one or all of them in a frigin day. yet i trust you not them. and you cant trust me ( Read more... ) -
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feeling like shit. just one of thoes days. think its time to go to the doc and see what i can do about diff meds. depreshion sucks. my brain sucks. just wish i could shut it off. and its not even the im gonna kill myself depreshion. its the self lothing if ya dont hate me ya should cuz i hate my self kind.........idk. ill stfu. idk why im this way ( Read more... ) -
hummmm????
dont really know what to think. dont really know whats comfortable. change is not somehting im good with. atm i dont really know what to say or how to say it.if i say im ok with something then find out later down the road that im not what gives me the right to take that freedom away. if i say no and that thing that is taken away beacomes something ( Read more... ) -
ever feel like your the bigest pice of shit in the world..
well i do. earlyer mandi(the gf) and i were joking around and she cam after me with some choclet pudding pie and attempted to get it on me. and jokingly i called her a cunt monkey... dident mean it as an insult just vigina monkey dident sound right in my head. so i substatuted the word vigina with cunt..... got the knife covered in pie thrown at ( Read more... ) -
so yah
sitting here with my new girlfriend amanda walter. i love her oh soooo verry much. and im really tired. just droped my child off at his mothers a few hours ago.and it really sucks. i hate droping him off. i hate not having him in my arms ( Read more... ) -
Long time no post
It's Ben a wile. Think I'll start using this more often. Got a lot going on and I just need to vent. Just not right now tho.
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hello yall
well i am now finished doing the tileing on the floor in the new appartment. i will be moving in soon. loving on my own ........this will be interesting. i have no heat in my room. so its gonna be cold. good thing i have like 5 thick blankets. lol . i have no furniture in the house lol kinda sucks. all i got is a bed & an alarm clock. no phone lol ( Read more... )