I haven't been on in a while so i'm barely reading alot of shit, i just hope everyone is ok................well for the first time in my life i don't care about x-mas, and lately i haven't been taking my pilz...right now i'm just freaking out i feel a little wierd...........well at least my bro is happy with his new girlfriend....lucky him...... ( Read more... )

well recently iv'e been hard at work for our lyric set list, this will most likely be our first original..............i wrote at a time where i had a lot of frustration and hate towards myself ( Read more... )

(sigh)...........well thanksgiving is coming up...i'm just gonna spend it alone, there's nothing to give thanks for...well at least not in this mind.............well as for 2morrow i'm just gonna go to the movies by myself....every1 else seems to have something to do..............i'll probably see the incredibles..........

just waiting to go to a party..............well yesterday i taked to gilbert for hours, that was good i felt so much better, i resolved a problem that i had.....that was alot of weight off my chest...there's still more but that one down.............apart from that it seems that something gilbert told me is true..........but i dont know.....he said ( Read more... )

well i today was wierd, i installed EMG-81 pickups on my brothers les ( Read more... )

ehhh.....life sux......it still doesn't seem to be getting any better, i don't get to see the ppl that give me support that much anymore, who can blame them, they're happy, i don't wanna be a bother any more im just gonna keep to myself, i just wait until they wanna see me...............i'm not proudly posting that i picked up smoking, but just so ( Read more... )

i'm tired of being alone and pretending like everythings ok........i just see happy ppl all around me but i dont wanna bother them with my issues......i just wanna stop feeling sad ( Read more... )

my mood has completly changed since my last post...................when will it end.....

iv'e lost my father

iv'e lost the only person i ever loved

now iv'e lost my best friend..........................

what's next

yeah well today was ok..........vere and i went to apply at potbelly's for a job........thats pretty much it.......im here at the boys club..........i forgot my usb cable so no pics..........damn........well i had the same dream again..........it feels good when its there but when i wake up i feel sad.................

"Promise"

What would you say ( Read more... )

well my weeks been pretty gay......my stress and frustration don't seem to be gettin any better........(sigh) i feel so goddamn useless, noone even seems to notice how i feel................it's been a good while already and i still have the same feelings....i also have this strange re-occuring dream......the dream i will not disclose but ask me if ( Read more... )