i'll be home in a while........a long while....i feel alot more calm today.....(sigh)....but just for the moment....but i hope not................man when i get home i gonna smoke and drink myself retarded...... i wish i was home already......just waiting for perry to come pick me up, then its the long ride home...............well its not that long ( Read more... )

inside i change everyday ( Read more... )

"Same Drug ( Read more... )

just keep going right?...........yeah i guess........i feel abandoned.....but fuck it i'm cool by myself.........im the only one who can take care of myself, MAN FUCK IT I GOT THIS FAR WITHOUT ANYONE!!!!.......there still so many things i wanna say to.......but fuck it im a man and i can think and feel whatever the fuck i want......i should'nt care ( Read more... )

this week sux im home and no-one calls well maybe cuz im boring or ( Read more... )

haven't been here in a bit........but yeah......i don't know what to make of things.......a lot, imean alot of confusion.....but i guess everything will work its way in the end....for the best i hope :| .........i saw a movies yesterday called "American Splendor" it's probably one of the best movies iv'e seen lately, it reminds me alot of myself ( Read more... )

yeah....so iv'e had things in my mind ( Read more... )

i have stuff in my head ( Read more... )

blah.............i'm here wit vere at her skoo, we just came from sbarro's.............i feel sick.........maybe i ate too much oreo's...hehehehehe...

man i'm a loser, im pathetic,
i have nothing
i have no one
iv'e failed everything and everyone
no wonder he left me
no wonder u left me

i dont know y i choose to stick around.......

this year wont bring what i really want........................

your still in my dreams, and thoughts.........