Turpentine and Orange rinds ( Read more... )

it kills him that i am opinionated
it kills him that i am largely controlled by free will
it kills him that i am not a puppet or a humming drone
that will bend over backwards to his every command..

my life has become cluttered in unison
with my room and my mind. i'm not sure
why, but instead of cleaning any of it
or choosing to resolve it i feel trapped
and paralyzed by it. and now i am sick.
working too much, laughing too little.
you undertand.

because i'd say this one is pretty dead.
lj, i retire thee.

I'm leaving for Bonaroo in 6 hours!!!
RADIOHEAD.

i know this is strange/ ironic/ & maybe a little contradicting.. but
I have quit all drugs for the long haul. It is for the better..
There is only so long to be responsive to the outside world..
we shall see.
So my quoteunquote summer has been shitty. I have spent most if not all
of it --->job searching<--- and in the end becoming dissapointed ( Read more... )

what:cid.
when:tomorrow.

i love mary janes.