well, let me just start off by saying does anyone still like lj i do. so i hella moved out of hollister. i now live in sacramento and it kinda sucks. i have no friends and i don't really do anything all day be clean and run on the traedmill. my parents are both being dumb they want me to go to scholl first then get a job. i tried to explain to them ( Read more... )

i feel like shit.i dont want to be around anyone.why do people always fucken gives hugs and be nice when you feel like shit. why dont people understand I DONT WANT TO BE TOUCHED!!!!! dont try to give me hugs when i say i dont feel like being touched! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! im just feel like shit.

so today is saturday. idunno. had fun friday even though i didnt do much.i stil had fun hanging out with my friends when we hung out. i cant beleive i was actually embrassed to sing and act like myself when they came over. my head still hurts but not as much anymore cause i havent been tring to think and i dont plan to eitgher. so i was talking to ( Read more... )

Sooooo... there's no way of beating around the bush about this, so i'm just going to come out and say it. I think I'm dying! my whole right side of my head has been killing me and it doesn't feel any better when i try to think. by thinking i'm mean like about smart stuff and well now kind of just stuff in general. I've been forgetting alot of stuff ( Read more... )

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OkAy!soOoo.... yesterday was a little over welming. i went to my friends house and ya just a bunch of crap went down. i hope she's ok and comes back cause i really need to- just i dunno? But,ya ummm... schools been alright. i feel so alone though. like i know i have valeria and amanda to talk, and it's nice to have them there for me but i really ( Read more... )

soOo0o....today i didn't do too much, just ya....Um..Oh yeah so my BesTfRieNd wiLLma has been flaking on me and it hurts, well...kinda cause you knoe it sort of ruins my hole ya! cause if i knu she was goona back out i could have made other plans but....oh well...i swear the next time she flakes on me it will be the last. i wont talk to her for 3 ( Read more... )

holla! this is ashley.... shorty is retarded so i am helping him design his journal now. hope you like it. love ya malds!

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