if heaven exists, I was one step closer this weekend. Mad props out to Jen for chillin with me on saturday as well as several others. ended up staying 2 extra days cuz I had such a damn good time here. probably the best weekend of m life. poz.

finally happy. : )

I got goodies!!!! I'm so depressed right now, I just want to use one and make it all go away, I just don't understand why she thinks that we had nothing. maybe we don.t

I've realized I really am doomed to destroy myself soon.This damn depression keeps coming back. Why doesn't anything work out, and why does it hurt so much. Out.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High ( Read more... )

last night, was my first bad experience with techno, I am so fucking depressed. It just doesn't make me happy anymore. Nothing. the rave xcene is a bunch of shit that they throw into people's minds about community and friendship. PLUR... hahaha... thats a bunch of bullshit. I'm going to kill everyone some day, hopefully none of my "friends" will be ( Read more... )

miss her, sketched by her, not sure about her. damn paper. 445 and still writing. 3 pages left. hot like fiyah. stomach tense. eyes weak. throat burning. want to be with her. ::cries:: party soon. party very very very soon. muchos partias.

Your eyes are unbelieveable, just please stop making me not be able to get this paper done. So beautiful.

good weekend, little sleep, partying galore, bitches up stairs can blow me

everything is dark, and the only light I see shining in a far distance is perhaps the only thing that will give this heart one last beat. The sound of the synthesizer flows over me once more and I am reborn. Newer, improved, u might say, kinda like the new minute maid orange juice. Better? we'll see. Reborn none the less. I will not be clouded. ( Read more... )