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my god- i always wear my heart on my fucking sleeve. i throw caution into the wind while i attempt to convince myself that i'm invincible- but clearly i couldn't be more wrong. i just wish she knew all the things i felt when i looked at her; when i heard her voice. it's awful, whenever i'm around her it pains me to smile because i realize that i'll ( Read more... )

who the fuck would have thought that i'd have a great valentine's day?
well things were inexplicably great and i wouldn't have had them any other way.
go me.

hugs and kisses mother fuckers...

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ok so i finally uploaded the pics from the first tattoo i've ever laid on anyone.
p.s. thanks cousin frankie


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its so odd- sometimes late at night, i'll just sit here and suddenly my heart will just sink into my gut for no reason. i mean everything is well, but suddenly like a brick wall, i'm hit with this notion that i'm suposed to be alone. i feel like i'm somehow looking ahead in life and i can see that i'll always be alone, and my heart just sinks. its ( Read more... )

because its my birthday fuckers!

at odds with all around her, she turns to substance for solace. thinking she is living life to the fullest by taking in all she can, she lets her mind blur and race as the world spins by her. i pity this poor little soul, thinking that anything other than meditation and a friendly ear can cure her of these maladies. her world is set to monochrome- ( Read more... )

i made a lj, aren't you proud of me? of course you are fuckers. man am i bored. i can't stop thinking about jes, but it seems like that has been the trend the past few days, so why fight it, hahah.