my life is crumbling... my friend is dead. he killed himself. i feel very sad... but not really i am quite high. i took some E... white to be exact. It fucked me up nicely... but in turn i guess i have been fucked up for a while anyways. i feel bad for him... but i hope he is better in that other world ( Read more... )

so i went to the gym yesturday... i thought i was gunna die... seriously... am i THAT unhealthy. Yesturday was a cunt though for more than one reason... I was coughing up blood quite a bit. And ontop of that the staff here gave me 2 chores to do ( Read more... )

well rite now it's quite tangle like. I am despising it quite nicely... I have no money... I have no SIN card to get a job to get money. My request for a birth certificat to get my SIN card to get a job to get money has been in for over 2 months. I'm in a shelter... I don't know what school I'm going to because my guidence councellor is always ( Read more... )

Um soo... Jesse likes me

yea

:runs away screaming: HELL YEA!

damn everything stupid ucking filter's you blow asssss i hate you all

I was suppose to get high 3 days in a row and i haven't because people are cumts
hack you all

okay so Jesse hasn't even talked to me. Figures... I'm so fucking unattractive.. and fat and ugly. Retarded fuck i hate myself...

Oh well! it's okay... I'll get over it. Another day another shallow man. it's nothing new.... one day someone will come... one day I'll fall in love and they'll love me bad...... ahhh yess one day

so i'm going to ohio in the summer... or somewhere around there. I'm not too sure... I may actually goto New York but I wanna see Jesse and Jarcurutu... which is pretty cool 0.o ( Read more... )

I'm high

SO i took out my eyebrow peicring today... the one i did myself with a safty pin.. and it spewed puss for like an hour... it was actually kinda cool looking. I just watched it glob out of me... i was like... duuuuud!

lol yea i have an odd mind :p

I'm gunna go smoke a bowl

get high
get high
get high
get high
get high
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

im going to ohio someday
someday

getiing high
getting high

lord i hate sundays