to the pain thats running up and down my leg: fuck you
to my friend that tried to commit suicide: fuck you
to the cold weather: fuck you
to the busses that are never on time: fuck you
to kyle: fuck you
to mornings: fuck you

the end

so i just ate lasagna and burn my throught...... now it stings and is all numb like.

there's nothing to do... I'm so tired and I have no bus money to get to kitchener tomorrow. blah how fun

okay so I'm out of the ward which is good... and I'm in school. Soon I'll be going to an alternative school... i mean my marks dropped from 80's to 20's in a year just because of the bullshit that was going on... so i guess it'll help me cope with stuff ( Read more... )

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okay, so i went on my overnight from the ward... and the urge to grab for that razor... holy shit...

BUUUUT............. I DIDN'T!!!

i wrote yay!

blah... i have nothing to do...

now i'm singing in the middle the class in the phsych...
singing seems to calm me down...... yea.....

umm... so im out of the hospital for... 1:50 hours.. I'm only allowed to stay at school for one period... pointless, but it could be worse... i guess.... tegan and jenn are here and they fucking ignore me... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

here's the thing okay.... I get so fucking angry when i see someone in love or something... they hols hands and they do this or that makes me want to rip of their head and play baseball with it.... i also hate HYPOCRITES...... i could name a few ( Read more... )