yup ... im lost for words right now ....i dont have anyone anymore ... steph broke up with me ... she wasnt happy with me ...l i cant think of anything ive done wrong tho ... idk ... i really hate my life right now ... i just wish something bad would happen to me ... like i get shot or stabbed or something ... maybe then i can feel something again ( Read more... )

well on the 4th of july we went to stpehs dads house and she was in a pissed off mood when we got there and then she walked into a closed glass door and it was the funniest thing ive ever seen ... i know it might be mean to laugh at that but it was great ... it made my day ... well im leaveing for new york on the 21 ... i really dont want to go ( Read more... )

so im in cali finally and i love it so much ... i get to be with my beautiful wife steph for a month and i dont ever want it to end ... i love her so much ... it feels as if everything was ment to be ... like its out of a movie ... well idk who will be reading this  but ill be typeing more later ... well i love steph so much ... this is ernie from ( Read more... )