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paul died. its finally just setting in now that he is dead ( Read more... ) -
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dear fucking christ! i am always under survalence... this is creepy. -
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her:you cook it at half power that way the water doesn't buble over.
me:my god, that makes so much sence!
dear lord i want my fucking paycheck! -
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dear god my body hates me at this point -
sunday night methadone hour
serotonin levels low, dopamine receptors shot, depression creeps in and the effexor's withdrawl symptoms start to mix with the hang over. my ignorance never ceases to amaze me. and all i have to look forward to is sleep at this point, so now i wait. bored as hell with nothing to do.
so how was your weekand? -
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connor has stopped sleeping and now replaced it with work, he sleeps for 4 hours at a time, he has been working 2 shifts a day (up at 7 a.m. for work and then gets off of his 2nd job at 1:30 a.m ( Read more... ) -
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k, yeah i am at my dads house alone and really high, the isolation is actually very soothing, i am almost tempted to stay here for a bit longer then leaving in the next five min. as planed earlier because honestly i dont really have any reason to come back to concord at the moment.... hmmmm... yeeeeah nope, no reason at all ( Read more... ) -
man made meat machine of man
tonight was one of the stranges nights by far in the longest time... it almost seemed like i was just kinda watching everything from a outside prospective.
i had an awsome day! -
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i just watched kung fu hustle... it was amazing!
and also super size me... it made me want to run til my body purged all the chemicals from it, and live off of lettuce.
this feeling will pass by tomorrow -
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i hate my job. they fired my buddy seth because of this stupid bitch who used a stolen credit card. the thing is he did everything he was suppose to do! he didnt ok the sale THE FUCKING MANAGER DID!
i wanna go blow my brains out.
i hate tweekers!