i finally go tmy phone back from the phone place.. .(where ever that is) and so now i can stop having to remember you meat heads numbers and actually pick up my house phone (which i hate to do) it will work after 8 i think i might be wanting to go drink around then so CALL ME BITCHES!

i just watched a documentary on caribou, it was truly ground breaking.

helen let me barrow the first two sin city books, and i am giddy as a pre menstruating latino hooker.....?
uh yeeeeEEEEEEAAAAAAah.

wow i havent used this thing in a long time, i lost my wallet, i broke my phone, aaaaand i have been doing little to nothing with my self, oooooooooooh and my mom went to russia for two weeks to bring ukrainians christianity... and then told me a hour and a half storie about while eating at a resturaunt which involved her breaking down to tears 3 ( Read more... )

DEAR GOD! my mom left a week ago and i havent slept since. every firl i know is insane and being crazy!

i want to drink myself into a comma with some fucking drain-o

i dont know... i didnt get out of bed till after 5.... for the last year of so i havent dreampt... well not to the point of being able to remember it, i ran out of my sleeping pills a few weeks back, and have been having noting but wierd dreams when i do manage to fall asleep, which isnt much. i keep waking up in puddles of sweat, there not scary, ( Read more... )

my head feels like static... pure white noise, thats all i feel, fuzzy ( Read more... )

so i found out yesterday that 2 people i have known for years are getting married... not to each other... but yeah ( Read more... )

snap your neck to avert your eyes.
trying to save you from feeling this again.
i know it hurts dear, i've been in your shoes befor.
i know it hurts dear, & i hate myself for doing this.
i just don't know these happy normalities.
& i only feel secure when the guns trained on me.
just close your eyes dear, then gouge them from your head.
i'll swallow the ( Read more... )

this is a terrible place to be. i know how you feel though, i swear to christ i do. to want nothing more than to be with someone and have them be as open and carring and almost always with you. to be one with someone else, not in the sexual sense, but the emotional sense. to have people think of you in a pair with the other, "lets see what those ( Read more... )

tweekers ( Read more... )