i'm finally starting to feel like this life is really becoming my own, in the way that i live it, and yes my little 18 year old travis, in having emotional as well as financial independence. what can i say? i eat like i want to eat, i fuck like i want to fuck, i dance and sing the way i want, and i live life for the moment. i couldn't be happier ( Read more... )

just realizing what a miracle it is to have your own point of view. one set of eyes to see the world with, one consciousness that either accepts or rejects the energies of others. and one world in which is entirely yours. you want to be a star? to be famous? to take over the world? well here you ARE, little one! the whole universe belongs solely ( Read more... )

from marijuana i learned to chill and to be myself.

from shrooms i learned that i would never die.

from ecstacy i learned that everything had a vibration.

from k i learned that peace is all there is.

from acid i learned to live for the moment.

just realizing all the things my mom had done for me. she did a fuckin GREAT job! she should be the proudest mom in the world. i can't believe all this time i've spent hating on her, things just took a nasty turn somewhere along the line. i love my mom, with all of my heart. she is my hero. she gave me everything and more that i could have asked ( Read more... )

let me talk to you for a second about drugs. what is it that we fear about this thing? that our BRAINS are going to be destroyed, and we won't ever again be able to recite our times tables? is that really the worse thing that could happen to a human being? or maybe it's our ability to memorize and recite the things we have experienced and learned ( Read more... )

i think it's so funny the things we all do to learn. it's being the ego, the false sense of self, to learn who you really are, beyond that. it's dressing up fancy, striking a pose, trying to impress your peers, coming together with all of our fears, to make something real, to teach what it is to be and to feel. we are all trying to show one another ( Read more... )

thank you for this oppurtunity to serve....i want to give give give to the world all that i have learned. all of a sudden the world is opening up to me, the moment i let go, and opened to them. it always works this way. now i have this wonderful oppurtunity to give back all the wonderful things i have learned to everyone. so much i have taken from ( Read more... )

this is it, i've found what i want to live for, and it has everything to do with personal experience. everyone out here trying to save the world, what world, i must ask you? what is beyond your personal experience? trying to save others does not work. saving yourself and being an example is the best anyone can do. for those that try to save others ( Read more... )

i have a very disturbed heart. i have a very in-depth persona i like to impart. i have a very lonely figure in my heart. i have a feeling like my life will never start. i have a feeling like there may never be the one for me. i have a fear so hidden so deep that most can't see i have a brainpower that will cease to defeat. i have a love that will ( Read more... )

so then, if i know my problems, then i should know a way to solve them...not that it can be done in 1 day. but i am AWARE ( Read more... )