My roommate got a gorgeous bouquet of blindingly bright yellow flowers delivered today. While she was away, I snuck a peak at the card. It said, "Just a reminder that I miss you and love you... -Dave"

And that's when I realized: Maybe my love life sucks because I let it?

For Christ's sake I'm out of it today. I think my body can no longer handle marijuana. But I'm just trying to be less high-strung all the time! I keep doing really poorly in school, and I don't know what the matter is with my brain. Seriously, it's worrying me. Plus I have a weird rash on my armpit that won't go away. Sigh.

So you know when you're upset, and you feel as though writing can be cathartic? Well, I don't. Lately I don't want to write, but now I'm forcing myself to. I can't believe my years of growth are all being documented on the internet. It's strange, you know, that years of emotional ups and downs have all been transmogrified into HTML and sit ( Read more... )

So things have taken a slight turn since my last post. Ethan and I have been "together" or something for a few weeks now. It's still snowing, and has been for the last 3-4 days. Everything is slushy, gray, I have a cold, my head is throbbing, and my grammar is going to be atrocious and I don't give a good goddamn ( Read more... )

Jesus F'in Christ! This school gives a whole new meaning to the other ones being "college on training wheels"

I just bombed a chem quiz. But last week I aced one. A high, followed by a low. Maybe this is the kick in the ass I need? Frustrating.

Let's just say..

This has been the best year of my life so far.

Long time no rant. I'm enjoying having my own room, I guess it's been a while. I guess I have to start taking school really seriously. I guess. It's hard because I'm completely enamored by a 53-year-old man, with whom I've been corresponding via email since the last day I saw him, over a month ago. I am in the thralls of this man; a slave to his ( Read more... )

Ah, wireless internet. It is going to be very unfortunate the day I mail my computer away for repairs. But I suppose it is better than living with a faulty computer monitor. The guy I spoke with on the phone was very helpful and assured me that the monitor will be repaired for free. I'm glad I still have a warranty. Blah blah blah! I am so full of ( Read more... )

Every man I meet is so incredibly self-absorbed. They don't even realize what a crime it is to show interest in a girl and be so emotionally unavailable. And to be completely inerudite: I fucking hate them. I'm so fucking tired of compromising. I think I'm going to stop dating entirely and live a more ascetic lifestyle. I am not having sex with ( Read more... )

There is the styracosaurus, the saltasaurus, allosaurus, but ultimately there is only one, quintessential dinosaur: The thesaurus. And its inherent nature calls for more pretentious pronunciation, or 'thee'saurus.