I went to Dennys last night with the intention of meeting Emily. I got there before she did and ended up sitting with a girl who goes by the name "Pixie." I got to know a really cool person. She had lived a lifetime in just 23 years. And she could look back and smile about it. Makes me think how much worse things could actually be. I mean, I'm ( Read more... )

So yeah, this friend that I havn't seen in about 6 years comes over and wants to hang out. So I was bored and agreed because, hell, I have nothing better to do. He thinks we can just pick up where we left off when we were kids... Things have changed. Don't get me wrong he's still a cool guy and all. I just am a little uncomfortable because of how ( Read more... )

7:45am- Phone rings "Jesse, I know you don't work till 2pm... but would you like to come in a little early ( Read more... )

"Count On Me" - Default ( Read more... )

Last night I was at Dennys again. And then Meijer, where else? I finally figured out why I go to Dennys so much. I feel comfortable there, to be myself no matter who is watching. I feel more at home there than I do at my own home. Not a great sign. I am stretching myself too thin emotionally of late and Dennys is my only reprieve it seems. I have ( Read more... )

And after all of my alibis desert me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I let my feelings run away with me I suppose. I need to stop and think, grow some balls maybe. Tell people how I feel in person rather than in online posts, in wierd messages, and riddles ( Read more... )

This morning in church, we had a guest speaker from Africa. At first I was a little judgemental but, it ended up being really good. His message was about not giving up. "Don't ever give up, you are closer to a breakthrough than you think ( Read more... )

I am being wierd lately. It's getting to that time of year when I do a lot of questioning my motives and my life in general. I guess I may be acting a little odd. Don't worry. I just am getting quite tired of feeling alone and unsure. It gets really old really fast ( Read more... )

IT'S WHEN MY WORLD COMES DOWN ( Read more... )