I can't even think. I feel:
anger
jealousy
pity
sadness
pain
regret
hope
LOVE
heartache
tired
sorrow
depression
forgotten
misunderstood
confused
ugly
even more jealousy
stupid
amazment
wonder
hungry
fear
aimless

So, after a mostly depressing time in Ram Prep, I sat down betwen Carla and Louie on the floor. Somehow the topic got on the fact that Louie can put someone to sleep in a matter of seconds. I told him to show both of us using me as the demo. He said okay and turned me so I faced away from him. He somehow set it up so that he had his arms around my ( Read more... )

So I just realized that in just a few days, my life will be half as chaotic ( Read more... )

Okay...It's 5:10 and I am out of here...to go take a shower...to be up in an hour....yuck.

All-nighters are fun ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better today. More to be posted after YYSO I suppose...
Except that there're only 3 days 'til BMG come!!!
Oh, and I have 3 tests in English to do today and tomorrow...sounds like fun, huh?

But I'm almost done...oh, and I'm finally passing in the blasted class...72%
Took long enough...
Oh, and the best news of the day? 95% ON MY SPANISH TEST!!!! I'm going to go see if my grade's back up to like...a B-

Jon Bridgeman (pastor's son down when we lived in Cali) just answered my message...turns out he continues to tower over me...he's 6'5 to my 5 feet. LOL...doesn't surprise me that much though. Oh, and I called Jake's house. His mom answered and she said she'll have him call me when he gets home...in a half hour!!! I haven't talked to him since the ( Read more... )

So far the count of replies I've gotten are Patrick, Megan and Jesse...w00t! I can't wait until later when everyone else wakes up and begins to realize they have a message from someone they considered dead!
I'm BAAACK!