I haven't posted in so long that I can't even think where to start. Ah well...I guess I'll just post to prove that I'm alive. And, despite all the crap I went through, I'm happily at Davis, and after 2 weeks I'm happy, even though I had a total breakdown after school on Friday. Ah well, the bottom of my band locker needed washed out anyway, right? ( Read more... )

is going interestingly ( Read more... )

Especially when doing massive amounts of homework for Spanish that I've put off for a few days. Whoops ( Read more... )

Don't you hate trumpet players who don't listen? Well, that story to come in a minute. My day has been...well, kind of sucky, but whatever ( Read more... )

I think I'll just slide into my unfeeling bubble...if I'm numb then I won't feel anything. If I feel nothing, then I'll have no reason to hurt...right? If it's going to be another 3 weeks until I'm stable, then the bubble is my new best friend...probably only for a couple weeks, and then I'll go back to being myself. I think it's just for the best ( Read more... )

I forgot to tell Frank of what I was planning to do at the Valentine's Day dance...I was going to tell him right away, but I seriously forgot. I got so caught up with transferring that it just went somewhere in the back of my mind. Damn it. I'm going to apologize when he gets home...I hope the next hour goes by fast ( Read more... )

And I'm still going! 286 fat calories down and 917 calories...
I'm feeling good...
and having loads of fun...
I'm pathetic lol

I have now been on the treadmill for 1 hour and 35 minutes...I'm watching Star Wars Episode VI: Return of the Jedi, doing some school work, posting in livejournal, checking myspace and facebook, IMing Aaron and exercizing...not bad, eh? I'm not running on the treadmill...I prefer walking at a nice normal pace, but at a 12% grade (meaning really ( Read more... )

Well, I started to do math about 3 hours ago, and then suddenly, I set down my computer, got up off my bed and began picking up my room. Three hours of intense cleaning later, my room is nearly spotless...except it needs vacuuming. After an hour of cleaning, however, I ran upstairs to put something away and I was like, "Dad! I'm going insane! I've ( Read more... )

Well, I finally went into the doctor today...wait, no...I went into the doctor's OFFICE today lol You'll all be happy to know that I'm finally going onto medication for my depression. Starting today ( Read more... )