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Random thoughts
I feel like the closer I get to graduation, the more I realize I need to make even more changes. I stress out way too easily and lately I haven't been able to relax. I take each day as a form of accomplishment, for example: if I clean today I have accomplished something productive or I went to work so I did something useful. Those kinds of things ( Read more... ) -
Family on the Mind
I have a big family as most people know. Three older brothers and an older sister. All married and two of my brothers have kids. That's altogether 4 nieces and a nephew. As far as my entire family goes, it includes: Robbie (oldest brother), his wife Monica, Ava (their child), Brian (second oldest brother), his wife Nicole, Cami, Catylin, Cara, and ( Read more... ) -
Pain
It's something we all feel from time to time and I find that I keep getting knocked down and coming right back up. I find a new way to help myself, to stop the pain, to grow. I know I can be better than this, that it's not going to be forever, that no one is going to break me. They can try, but I can try harder, prove myself, be strong. I am ( Read more... ) -
I'm going nuts
I gotta breathe, let it out, it will be over, and I will be fine. But I think this is what has been upsetting me the most lately ( Read more... ) -
Been a while
Its been a while since I posted, but since no one really checks this thing, I suppose this could be considered less open to the public. I can't deny my feelings any longer which I have held back for quite a bit because it seems useless at times. I have been sad and even though I know I have lots of things to be greatful for, I can't seem to shake ( Read more... ) -
Where did the sky run off to?
So, as it all comes down to the nitty griddy, I feel like I need a lot of work. Not on anything else but my mind and the way I think. This life, this culture, this place we all deal with is slowly rotting away and I am allowing myself to rot with it. As a human with feelings, emotions, and personal traits, I must feel because it is natural. We are ( Read more... ) -
DISNEY!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!
I haven't updated on this thing in a very long time. It feels kind of werid updating. I don't have anything exciting going on, I been working almost every night and I been going out only a few nights a week. I suppose the only really exciting news it that I finally got my tattoo! ^_^ I waited a year for it and now I finally have it! *does a dance ( Read more... ) -
Happy Valentine's (Heart) Day!!!!!!
Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Even if you hate this day, just enjoy the snow and hit someone with a snowball or something! Yay for no school today! Whoo-hoo!! Enjoy the images! I know they are sappy love pics, but it's for the people who enjoy them! :D
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Dude, the world is fucked up.
So today was rather interesting, I just felt like sharing this story to explain the view others have on me even through joking. It makes me wonder sometimes if people really feel this way about me, but then again whoever wants to honestly tell someone they genuinely think the person is "stupid ( Read more... ) -
Still buying crap
I'm still not ready for classes, I'm still in la-la land here, whoo boy. Geez, I have to buy so much crap this semester for art! I been avoiding buying stuff since 1) half the stuff I buy I reuse over and over and really don't need to buy a name brand of the same paint for twice as much 2) my teacher never uses half the stuff we buy!! 3) it gets so ( Read more... )