getting bad marks is never motivating, even when you know you deserved it ( Read more... )

interviews are the most stressful thing ever!!! that is all i have to say.

I am having a really hard time with this essay. i think it is that i am sick and feel and little dizzy and feverish everytime i try to work. also realized i really rather write about art. am comforted to know i am in the right program and enjoy it, even when it gets hard and i don't get the marks i want to. thinking about marks is making me anxious ( Read more... )

Your Boobies' Names Are: Love Muffins

Get your own Boobie Names

Instead of working on my essay like i promised myself i watch ed 3 hours of TLC - 2 what not to wear and then the new log in for love. The later was a very entertaining show and i recommended it for a) those who are single b/c it is about single people. b) those in a relationship b/c it reminds you of the thrill of meeting guys. It is especially ( Read more... )

i wrote an essay that somewhat does not have to do with the assignment question. how bad is that?

I cannot believe this 4 hours of work gone because i am a dumd, dumb, dumb, dumb. and it was probably the best writing i have ever done. I don't have time for this. again i really need a laptop. or a brain.

i use to be able to write an introduction for essays in a manner of minutes but now i can't write on e at all. i am not sure if it is because i care more, the essays are harder or i think i can't write. i think it is a combination of all three. but whatever the reason it is not good because i get so frustrated and won't to quit. i use to find i ( Read more... )

it scares me not to say good-bye to someone before they leave on a trip. i am sure everything will go fine but i need that last good-bye. and he probably only missed me by a couple minutes last night but he told me he'd call me today. i know it is only till sunday.

isn't it amazing one a single song or band reminds you of a time when you felt so good. it is amazing how powerful music is, so powerful it brings you back to that feeling. feeling of first love or new love, when everything was exciting and new. a time you wish you could have again ( Read more... )