why are my ovaries and uterus trying to claw their way out? i swear, i'm getting them out. there has to be a way. this simply isn't worth it. i probably won't have children that are biologically related to me anyway, at least not on purpose, so what's the point of keeping them around? i want them out. not really. mostly i want my organs to ( Read more... )

laura, our formal's done. its got citations, sorta. maps, in correct order. tables. footnotes, finally got them to print too. its six pages of passive voice discussion of shit in water. wooee! we've got 11 pages total. it even has our names on it now ( Read more... )

i am disturbed ( Read more... )

i have a gift certificate for books, from elli :)
i need suggestions
what are good books that you think i, or everyone, should read, and probably haven't?

i want a hug. that i can't get. that i won't get. for two days less than a month. for a smile. for to fall asleep with a warm body next to me. for to be held and believe that when i wake up it won't just be a dream ( Read more... )

who are loser and otto?

who are pumpernickle and otto?

well, i thought i had gotten my head buzz sophmore year. but i think i may have been mistaken. was it freshman year? or sophmore year? i think it must have been freshman year as i had a couple inches by the time i started not going out with michael and that was sophmore year. i'm an idiot. yeah, it was freshman year, michael and i started not ( Read more... )

i didn't sleep alone this afternoon. and for the first time since he left i felt safe, warm, and loved. i'm scared of tonight. of the dreams that will come. and my complete inability to sleep by my lonesome.

you know you want it