Due to me being seriously fucked up emotionally i am withdrawing from live journal...For anyone who freaking cares I am not ok, I will not get better, and I don't intend to explain. Everthing has gone fucking black. I hate the fact that I have strove to be honest and open with my emotions only to have others shut me out. It is not right, and it ( Read more... )

Trial by insanly hot burning flaming painful fire

Nothing much going on...just kinda feelin like a loner...anyone ever get that feeling inside one's head?...like the primary person that keeps you company is yourself, the "you" in the back of your head? Its a wierd feeling to explain...

GOD has a superb sense of humor. Many people place emphasis on His wrath, might, love, grace, as they should since these are all pure qualities of GOD expressed in the BIBLE. However I am convinced that since we are made in GOD's image and we have a sense of humor I suspect that GOD has a pure and holy sense of humor that kicks our's in the pants. ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 86.67% Female, 13.33% Male ( Read more... )

I am so extremely sad right now. I dont cry and for some reason crying comes easy lately...I pray to Jesus while crying just please help me in anyway you can. I hurt so bad right now i cant sit down easily...nothing seems fun anymore...everthing seems pointless...after church i walked off found a hedge of bushes crawled a little ways into them and ( Read more... )

Thank you all for lending me your support when I am sad i appriciate it. You are all very valuble to me.

I have never been as sad as I am now...the very thing i have feared has come to pass...for any who even read this i beg from the bottom of my heart please pray for me that GOD's will be done in my life...what little strength i thought i had has left me...

Greetings all...my current life is a a fall down a never ending flight of stairs....there is pain, mixed up emotions, and a wierd feeling of WOOOOOAAA!! DUDE!!! PRETTY TRIPPY RIDE!!!!

well guess what im doing... its 3:27 and im writing a paper due at 10:00am the next day. I have to stiffle a giggle of insanity when i think about my ludicrous situation. But, thx to adreneline pumping music from the anime Naruto I am super pumped for the task. BRING IT ON FREAKING HOMEWORK!!!... taste the cold bitter steel sword of my ingenuity! ( Read more... )