so clayton is sleeping and im not because i cant. it sucks. everything kinda sucks right now. i just want to stop thinking for like 10 minutes to give my head a rest but it never does.

ahhhhh i love you!!

yesterday i went to boston with brie and then to the aquareum. never again. haha but it was fine and then back to upton to get food and then i drove to jadeys to suprise her ( Read more... )

Jades in the cape and at the beaches and p town and im stuck hear working and i feel bad but i just dont have time to come up there. i wish i could like i really do im sry im sry ( Read more... )

last night i went over jades house and kelcie was there too. pizza was good and so was guitar but the movie scared the shit out of jade i think. and i felt bad for leaving her to a house by her self. then i got home and called her. but she got off the phone like super quick and idk. my sisters party is today and that should be fun. food and good ( Read more... )

this fucking website changes every day. wtf
but ya
today was fun.me and ian went to the parking lot and put trys onder my tires and did some sweet drifing. to bad the trys ripped in half. i let amdizzle borow my jacket, now its smells like fucking smoke. Never again. now im just waiting for jade to call. she said she had to tell me somthing good.

so the other day was crazy. i dont think iv ever done the much stuff in my life ever. school, feeld day, game of soccer, BIG game of frissbee, work, dorn wars, lipsynk and we fucking won the hole dorn wars. it was great. and lets not ferget talking to jade after, which always makes my day

so over all NOT bad

ryry was here

best weekend ever. So fun. Saw Jade<3. Hung out with Friends. Good party. Jamming out. Frisbee

it really is true that i only wright in this on surtain ocations. i use to think id only write in this if i was mad or sad or pist but no i see that thats not true. im not mad nor am i sad or pist, but im not shore happy is the right word. its amost imposible to explain how i feel. but i feel like i can feel what she feels. if she is sad than so am ( Read more... )

good vacation. i spent all weekend with jade in main and that was amazing, the rest of the vacation i saw jade as well which was just as good. i also saw anthony which was great because its been way to long. i saw brie a little bit as well but not as much as i would have liked. but you know, people get buisy and so do i. im going to miss jade a ( Read more... )

no joke, this is the best weekend iv ever had. speding all weekend with jade in main, driveing talking playing in the snow and not to menchin a little snowboarding, iv never been so happy

ryan was here