I think I can't stop loving the people i've loved before regardless of how much they hurt me or the circumstances. I feel neurotic sometimes because of my attachments with people. My friends tell me that they cherish me for these qualities, but sometimes it hurts. I need to learn how to not have these feelings.

I feel as if I lost something I never had.

The days become increasingly automated. I find myself awaking briefly while in a constant state of contemplation. I am currently in Tahoe for work and I awoke this morning in a stupor; I looked around in confusion as if I had somehow forgotten that I was not at home. I continued on with my day. Stains in the carpet, stains on the chairs, stains on ( Read more... )

Fresh picked hand squeezed lemonade with organic green onions in my eggs for breakfast and then hiking later!?
living the life.

stock weight = 26.8 - 27.2 mpg = avg 27mpg ( Read more... )

I Bought a CD, not a Licensing Agreement ( Read more... )

Been working a lot, got 8 hours of overtime this week expecting a fatty check this next pay period ( Read more... )

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Antidepressants are like little pieces of candy - they are great for picking up your mood for a while but eventually you will need to plant a seed watch it grow to harvest and have a real meal in order to avoid starvation.

Now that I have a job I was interested in seeing where all my taxes go ( Read more... )