why is it that I only post jounal entries when I'm depressed?? Fuck live journal lol..I'm getting old...My bf is obessed with online porn pictures of girls dressed provocative and wearing thigh highs...i'm not them..damn that sucks...once again I am upset! SUPRISE live journal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't ( Read more... )

so hurt...never expected this from him.
sweets..FUCKOASFIOASDFKLASFK !

What's up? Looks like i'm starting to slack @ updating this thing as usual ( Read more... )

I think that because I started posting on livejournal, shitty things have started happening..for real

not very happy today..........

Ahh monday's suck! This weekend was good. Got most of my xmas shopping completed on Saturday. Went out that night and got WASTED. Sunday morning I realized it is not a good idea to drink an entire bottle of Riesling (by yourself), 2 redbull vodkas, and beer. Blah, I still kinda feel sick to my stomach. But I think it was a fun night ( Read more... )

Yesterday turned out to be an awfully hectic day at work, but I made it through the day ok. Last night was nice. I had a wonderful night just hanging out and relaxing with Randy. <3
Today should be an easy work day. My boss is sick. And that's about it. =)

Just having a bad day so far. Lack of sleeep, forgot my work badge, tried to fax something important and couldn't get the fax machine to work, and @ lunch time i get to venture out onto OBT and Sand Lake to go to Target and WALMART for work. That should take me 2 hours. 1 just sitting in traffic. Oh well, things are ok with Randy and I now, so ( Read more... )

Looks like I jinxed myself. The post below seems so happy and sappy and all of that gay fucking shit. Whatever. At first I was sad and felt like I needed to explain the reason for the late night weird text. Now i'm just pissed @ the world for it. If someone/something is trying to ruin my happiness and this perfect relationship i have, FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

So lately I have been paying more attention to my livejournal account. I kind of think it's important to keep a journal so that you can look back at your life and see how far you have come. As I look back, I realize how much I have changed. As I read my past entries, I cannot believe how negative and unhappy I used to be. In just about every ( Read more... )