I haven't been this happy in a long time...

We all have flaws that we can't see. I found out about a few tonight. I agree with what I was told. Now its time to change them. No one will ever be perfect and nothing in life is perfect. We all strive for perfection even though it is unattainable. I vow right now to myself to change....because it means the world to me and you mean the world to me

Every Christmas gets more and more depressing. You know when you were little and nothing mattered other than that special toy that you wanted, I wish for those days again. I wish nothing else mattered. Yet, here I am with the same feeling that I always get this time of year. Every year it gets harder. To some extent I can only blame myself. Then ( Read more... )

I don't think that this is very fair right now.....I don't know what to think.

I hate my job more than anything in this world. I am quitting and finding a new job. This place is so disorganized it makes me sick.

I regret losing a friend that was very special to me. I wish that I would have never crossed that line with you. We should have never dated and never done the things that we did. I wish that I could take it all back because I miss just having fun and not caring. I guess thatz not the case now because words have been said and things changed that can ( Read more... )

I just had a dream that I fell asleep while I was driving and was hit by a train or just missed one. It was pretty real and I wasn't the only one in the car. Weird....

I haven't talked to her in over a week. I was ok with this going away thing but now I'm really missing her and there is nothing that I can do about it. I don't think that I have ever missed her more than I miss her right now. I can't call her....I can only write and hope she writes back.....leave her a message and hope that she calls back....itz a ( Read more... )

She's gone for 2 months...and yeah it sucks. I hope she has a blast out there. I am so jealous. I want to go to Europe someday... but that won't be any time soon.

I need to work on my personal issues so that I don't ruin things between us. I need to forget the past and trust you....itz just hard because I am afraid to get hurt. I know you are worth it to me.