I think that I am falling for her.....she is so amazing. I couldn't fight it even if I wanted to.

Liz got married this last weekend and I behaved myself. i was not a drunken fool, but yes open bar...so yeah you know how that goes. I was interesting to start to see some of your closest friends get married. It seems more strange when you dated them, but it was cool and I am happy for her. She married a good guy. It was also funny when Aaron had ( Read more... )

Under the knife. You cut into me and take a part of me that I can never have back. I won't miss it though because I don't need them anymore.

You cannot imagine the pain that I feel right now. When you love someone enough to think of marriage with them....just to have your trust betrayed not once but twice. Someone who is supposed to be your friend and care about your feelings. I guess that wasn't the case because you don't do those things to people that you care about. I have suffered ( Read more... )

My head is so fucked up right now... I don't know what to think anymore. I have so much to say but I can't just talk to anyone about it. I guess thatz why they have private entries.....

I don't know what to say other than I am so hurt right now. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...wants to dump me. Can you imagine how that feels? I don't know what to say. The reason that I say some of the things that I do is because I want to start a life with you. Some of the things that you do make me feel that you aren't serious about me and it make me sad ( Read more... )

Everything that I touch I ruin. I love her so much...she is my heart and my soul. I can't imagine one moment without her. That is what I should have told her instead of being stupid and not understanding. Now I don't know whether she will stay or not. It reminds me of what happened before and we know how that one worked out. This time would be more ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say other than this last week has been amazing. I have never smiled this much and felt so complete. She makes me so happy and she is amazing. I don't want to come down from this high....

I have never been this tired in my entire life. I am living on energy drinks and coffee. I am falling asleep at my desk and it sucks. I have barely accomplished anything today and I need to focus. I got through the rough part of the day now I have to finish it. I want to leave early and go to bed but my dad will freak out if I ask him since we are ( Read more... )

I don't know why I feel uneasy today. I don't like this feeling.