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If you love me,
then let go of me.
I won't be held down by
who I used to be.

Sighh..

I wait patiently.. killing myself slowly.. hanging on the the word i gave.. the rash promise... which will keep me forever alive.....

it is a bit upsetting, really. ):

what would you do if i said i was really going to just eat a whole lot of rat poison before i turn 20.

i hate school.

i've had enough of everything.

what a pathetic weakling i've become. giving up. so fast? you may think. but no. giving up - finally.

gah. sleepy ( Read more... )

What a fairly late time to be writing an entry. For the umpteenth time, I will be complaining about my neck hurting ( Read more... )

I remember hearing that even in a prison, the one who has committed a rape is frowned upon by his other inmates ( Read more... )

Finally! AN UPDATE.

=) I think school has been going great,except that we have to study.

How wonderful life would be if we go to school just to meet our friends, and talk abt so many stuff, like ghosts.
Do you know how afraid of the unknown i am? including Death. Its like maggie's ultimate fear. like, o. m . g.

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

have you wondered. how perhaps its better to be working in a useless, unthinking job. have you wondered that its not very "good" (for lack of better word at this point of time) to remain unmarried. yeah, keep the bad points of marriage away for this little point in time ( Read more... )

sigh ( Read more... )