WOW! me n javi had a wonderful conversation on the phone last night. it made me feel so much better even though all of this has been going on. it was like a 360 degree turn on his attitude. we talked like we did when he was home. we joked around, we made fun of each other...it was soooo great. god i felt so good when we hung up. ::sigh:: the good ( Read more... )

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BLAH!!!!!!!

wow! i just got an e-mail from javi and it made me realize alot of things. it's like everything was ok just a few weeks ago and then he started acting really funny. you know like right b4 thanksgiving. that i understood, and i figured he would get over it. then he continued acting funny and i finally got to talk to him last night at like 4am and we ( Read more... )

well all you beautiful people. i'm doing great. x-mas is coming up and i need to start now or it won't be going any where. i'm going to get all cute and creative. time always saves money and that i don't have much of. i'm just so glad that school is about to be over. one more week. THANK GOD!!!!! i'm already done with this whole college thing and ( Read more... )

well every one i was in miami this weekend. i had a great time. well i did get sick on saturday but friday was sooooooooooooooooo much fun. i was at shantelle's house and we got ready to go to the club. her sister was gonna get us into some 21 and over club. so w/e we go dressed and shewanted to go over a friend of her's house that was leaving to ( Read more... )

Damn it! I wrote this huge entry...with so much detail about what I'm going to eat today...by the way HAPPY THANKSGIVING!< and this fcuking computer just turned off b4 I could post it. I am not about to write all that crap again...so too bad, you won't know what the hell I'm eating today. TOO BAD!!! It's not like you gave a shyt any way. ( Read more... )

Well I started a completely different lj when I realized all I had to do was try and remember the pass word for this one. As you can see i figured it out. It's great to be back. It was actually alot of fun when I read all the things I last wrote 2 freaking years ago. All those memories just cam pooring into my head. It was great especially because ( Read more... )

hey guys..............well things are there with me n my boy friend. we just don't see each other enough. then hes all use to partying n shit and i really dont like him partying cuz tht means hes not spending time with me. ::tear:: its just so freakin stressful cuz of my mom. i wish she would back off alittle cuz its not like if im off doing drugs ( Read more... )

hey there again guys..............just syain hi............lol