Melancholy

[zura1]

My sleep is so screwed up.  I can't sleep well at night. I dream disturbing dreams and wake up on and off all night.  Then I'm so sleepy during the day that I can't fight it.  So I'm just napping 3 hrs off and on all the time.  I guess it doesn't hurt anything, but I feel tired all the time.  And I feel so abnormal.  And now, it's midnight and I

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[zura1]

Thank you so much for the hug. I needed that. I'm glad spring is finally here for you!!!

[hartsong1972]

HOw pretty! I'm enjoying writing letters to you too. Your last letter was so cool! I don't know that I mentioned that I'd been thrilled to get it. It was lovely! I've been so scattered for so long that sometimes things I intendedto do I think I have already done just because I thought about them. Anyway, thanks for the letter! I shall respond soon

[zura1]

I laughed my head off at you wanting to say Cowboy UP!! You are so cute!!! I'll tell you a story about that. It means something like "be tough". Once Lanny said that to Max when Laddan was present. Laddan said "Don't say that! I hate that". Lanny asked why and Laddan replied, "How would you like it if I said "Waiter up!. Come on, there's hungry people out there. They want their food. Come on! Waiter up!". LOL

I'm not sure about the medicines. I don't think it's any of them. Actually last night I was thinking about it and it seems like maybe I'm depressed. It's like it's been in the past so I didn't recognize it. But I'm pretty sure that's what it is. I need to do some self nurturing, though, before it does get worse!

Yes, it's spring here. All the trees that blossom are all budded out. It is beautiful!

[mrsbache]

The Neen rocks and rolls! You are lucky.

I take Trazodone for sleep and it is the *only* thing that helps me. Nothing else has even caused my eyelids to droop.