this is old. and i can feel it in my bones.

new journal. (yeah, finally)

--------------------------------> fuckyou

im sick of having onehundred-fortysome friends that don't read this.
so comment if you'd like to be added, otherwise i won't give a fuck.

( and for one night longer, we were on fire. )

i don't really know what anything comes down to anymore, and im not too sure what to say. (im not too sure theres anything left that hasn't already been, anyway ( Read more... )

that's just how things seem to work out for me ( Read more... )

today at lunch, i laughed so hard i couldn't breathe, i felt like i was going to puke, and i had to remove my glasses because i was crying so hard.
it was amazing.
thats the best thing ive felt in months.

and since then ive been laughing a lot more, but it hurts.
and last night was good, for all sorts of reasons.
things are starting to look up

i totally just saw 33rd street on tv!

that got me stoked... i hope you beach kids are okay. it looks pretty crucial.

xoxox

hey guess what? i've been at dbcc since 9am. today is fucking SHIT. i thought i was going to miss the show beacuse i had a class from 7-10 ( Read more... )

i really hate the way i feel right now.
this is most definitely one of the worst few weeks in a long time.
im not so sure about how i feel about things anymore.
im getting too old already. i want to be 15 again.

oh, but look at my totally real tattoos.

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man. so im 18 now. its pretty crazy and kinda cool. im stoked on it.. mainly because im getting my lisence FINALLY.(tomorrow hopefully ( Read more... )

i fucking hate sitting on the computer for hours waiting for people.

im so hungry i could scream.. i want some mexican food and i want someone to come rescue me in a car. but like... give it to me.

i miss kristina and i miss alice a lot. i also miss virginia but i miss eating food the most.

<3