I think I have forgotten what pain is. I mean the emotional kind. Whenever something really bad happens to me now it just feels like I'm getting stabbed through the chest into my heart but it's as if my body is so cold I don't feel it. As if the situation at hand tries to kill me but just can't, something about me not inside of me but me as a whole ( Read more... )

I've been looking online for good resources on playing a card game known as Magic the Gathering. Most of the time I run into things that in order to get you would have to know the basics of gameplay already or they just make you feel stupid by throwing terms that don't make sense. So I'm going to give it a try. Here is part one of my Magic tutorial ( Read more... )

I don't beleive people have heroes just to look up to them. They find a cause in them, a reasoning for living, and courage. But I think there is one more reason why people have heroes, to try to surpass them. I just realized why my heroes are my heroes, because they are all strong and have good hearts, hearts that let them do anything they want. I ( Read more... )

I realize why I have to leave now. It's not that Quinnipiac is a bad school, its just that I don't get the training I need here. While the educators are great and the facilities are usable, there is no place for me to train and really hone my skills. After this week, I'm going to join the rowing team back home. I will also have a personal trainer ( Read more... )

And that's that I'm Zac Meinero. Thats right a man known by many names but my favorite be pirate. While I don't rape and sail the high seas. I do like treasure and I do plunder. After all I did steal away the heart of one lady but it seems that she is also a pirate because she stole mine as well. But I am still Captin Zac Meinero, and my ship be my ( Read more... )

I know that I've been sort of distant recently. I'm sorry for that. I want to see you and it hurts that I can't right now. But I know that we can get through this together. School will come to an end soon enough and I will be stationary. But right now there is no other place I'd rather be than in your arms. I miss you my love. Like how a love bird ( Read more... )

I use to believe that in order to obtain something of equal value must be given or lost. This is the law of equivalent exchange. But like I said, that's what I use to believe. In fact this isn't true. It's a lot like Karma, the idea that if your good, good things will happen to you, and if your bad, bad things will happen. Yet...I now know that it' ( Read more... )

Spring Break! It's that time, well maybe I have to work a bit but at least I'm going to take some time off to see my love. Or at least try too. I have my car all week, this is amazing. Also last night I cooked, the crocpot was in full work last night. At one point we produced a chilie type of dish and then made rice kirspie treats. Man I love to ( Read more... )