I am feeling pretty lonely these days I am really hoping that it has to do with hormones and being on my period. Because right now I feel like I am never going to get over Earl and I all I really want to do is run away. Some place that I know I will never see him or hear about him again ( Read more... )

So nobody but Rob and Kelly showed up for Lisa's birthday and to cap the whole night off she was sick as a dog and had Kayla and Ray (her roomates) come pick her up. I felt so bad for her and she kept apologizing over and over and I was like "yeah I know that you got sick on purpose" I just wish that a couple more people had showed. Carli called ( Read more... )

Its been a few days since I have had the chance to post anything. I dropped Anna off at the airport last night. She was looking forward to seeing Mitch again. I wish so much that I could of went with her. But when he comes in July the three of us will take one night and go hang out and eat SUSHI whoo hoo ( Read more... )

Still no phone call from Reggie. Which I am beginning to think was a good thing. And am totally over the whole deal with him. Just going to enjoy the fact that briefly (very briefly) some guy who I had no clue who he was. Was attracted to me for no good reason that I can come up with ( Read more... )

I called Reggie yesterday and left him a message asking him if he had finished unpacking yet and to give me a call. He called me back last night about 9:45 we talked for almost 45 minutes ( Read more... )

I can't believe how stupid Earl can be sometimes. I get a text message from him last night wanting to know if there was still insurance on the ZX7 that he owns. I am looking at my phone thinking you have got to be kidding me. Why in the hell would I be paying the insurance on "your" fucking bike? I had to ask "EVERY" month to get the damn money ( Read more... )

Best day in a looooonnnngg time. One of my very nice looking customers asked me out today. I have "never" dated I met my ex at work and did the same with Earl. So I had no clue that he was serious. I asked one of the guys at work that knew him from before and he was like yeah he would go out with you in a second call him. Everyone got into it Fary ( Read more... )

I am feeling alot better today. I am not as down as I was. I think I wallowed (sp) in it enough yesterday and I am pretty over it now. It helps that my friends have really been there for me. Knowing that all I have to do is pick up the phone and call someone and vent makes it easier to deal with all of it. I am sure that they are like me some days ( Read more... )

I went walking with Nikki last night down at Mission Bay. It was nice to hang out with her. I don't really see too much of her anymore now that things have changed ( Read more... )

Lisa has been asking me for awhile if I want to go in with her in buying a house or a condo. After me and Earl first broke up I was like yeah ok. But now that some time has passed I am not so sure that it is such a good idea. I don't honestly know if I could live with her for any length of time. I am not really sure what I want to do right now. It ( Read more... )