You ever think how fast life changes in your days here? The loved ones you lost or the ones who walked away.. from you in your time of fear.. But they will need to understand one day you wont' give them a hand ... haven't given up yet ( Read more... )

Death comes in many shapes and tones. this supposed joyous new year is not so joyous for some. My family has received Deaths loving kiss. This new year at the loss of my grandmother. Apon this day in january's soft winters kiss a loved one is gone with death's embrace to a place better then the one before.. We shall morn but also move on.. some ( Read more... )

Hmmm, christmas is about over. the new year is starting in 6 days, maybe it's good things in life are all well in my mind and heart. You never know what life will throw at you. I sure as hell didn't think, i would know and feel what I do now. But I am greatful for it that much is true, a lot of people touched my life in 2004 and helped me ( Read more... )

Hello Dark ( Read more... )

So much for understanding the things in life.. Things are great these days working always a good thing.. The bouncing job is great.. I understand things that happened in the last few months was for their reasons and conprehensions on life.. But So much is forgotten and remembered.. Well Rave it sucks you weren't able to watch the branding either ( Read more... )

I can truely say.. This much.... I have truely grown from this last year of my life to truely see so many for what they are. And that is something that tells me I have woken up to the lies.. I jhave truely seen with my own eyes and felt with my own body thje pains of others in their lives and seeing that i could loved to seen more.. In this life ( Read more... )

It's monday night nov/8/2004 at 9:50pm est. You know fuck this shit been drinking since about 7pm. You girls really fucked my head up.. fuck you maybe in a few years then maybe right now im better off suffering eternally aLOPNE THEN BEING WITH YOU.. you reached someplace with me that noone ever has im hurt that isnt a lie but you may have fucked ( Read more... )

I wonder sometimes, what is this fate that makes me fall over into sorrow? I'm not sure what i have done. Sometimes I wonder what it means by the sounds of thunder that i am wrong for what i have chosen to be with someone that is not broken. Someone who is not torn the way I am, and does not have any thorns. I watch the moon and wonder why do I ( Read more... )

Why do I always feel this constain state of pain and sorrow oh thats right. I don't feel like there a tomorrow..

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