I feel like im being treated more like and servant/dog lately than I am and actual girlfriend. It probably is me, my fault. this came so sudden, the yelling the swearing the pushing. Maybe hes just stressed out, maybe there is someone else like my friends at work have been hinting. Maybe he just doesnt love me anymore but is to scared to leave. Im ( Read more... )

holy shit tonight was awesome. thanks guys for one of the best shows ive seen so far. I had a blast. Thanks for the advance on the tickets jeremiah. Ill definately be at the next show.

its been one hell of a night... now im goingto get me some

peace

moms went in for surgery on thursday. it was a 75 minute surgery and everything went pretty well. they got everything out and actually the surgery went alot quicker and smoother than they had ever thought it would. so for the first time friday night i got actual sleep. For the first time in two weeks. daniel was there with me of course and didnt ( Read more... )

this month has started off shitty and will probably end the same way. Fought with Jessie Blier, we're no longer friends. She expects me to stay her closet friend and talk to me when she needs me, but doesnt even have the decency to want to hang out with me because shes afraid to piss her mom off. The girl is 18... wtf. But hey i suppose its just an ( Read more... )

i got an apartment in Dover. Im really stoked. Its with Sammi and what not.
other than that nothing much really happening.

Yup.

Daniel is prettiest when he sleeps, except for when he elbows me in the face.

Things have been going ok I suppose. Daniel is leaving for Portland soon to go to college. It's a scary thought, knowing he's not going to be around when I need him. Im going to miss him so much, I cant take it ( Read more... )

Work was long ( Read more... )

been a long time since ive writtten. nothing really going on. its Daniels birthday today other than that every friday I hang with Jeremiah for hours and then we go visit dan. Jeremiah bought dan a present or his birthday but didnt wrap it likwe he said he was going to . Damn you.
we're goin to Boston.

YAY Heather YAY

So basically in a nut shell.... the party was everything I expected it to be. When I got there I ran for dad (Wayne) and the first thing he said was "Theres my daughter." God I miss those guys Vikki gave me the biggest hug of all. Jim complimented me on looking very good and everyone liked my red hair, which is nice. The fire was nice. But it wasnt ( Read more... )

The day after Jesse's birthday is a day I will always remember. The horrible screams and the memories of the night before... "hey glass cutter... Can you get me another beer??" I only met her twice but she is a person i will NEVER forget. She accepted me from the get go and laughed at my stupidity. She was good to everyone and had a personality ( Read more... )