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[000needtobethin]

The weekend was bad. I did laxatives the entire time. I wasn't expecting to be physical pain on Monday even though I didn't take any then but I was. Also I'm really exhausting myself becoming obsessed with trying to "erase" any eating I do. It makes me snap at people because I feel so tired, frustrated and defeated. I've been trying to follow my

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[000needtobethin]

Thanks for helping me see the positive side of things. Sometimes I dwell in the negatively so much and it seems to trigger the binging at times. That was a cool idea about the scrap book. I have some belle magazines that have some really good thinspo in them. Hugs

[lovesmonet]

I'm exactly the same way....I try to erase what I eat as soon as I have eaten it by doing the appropriate amount of exercise to negate the calories. It makes me sad that you hate the way you look....but I understand. I wish you could find something that you love about your appearance. Hugs.

[000needtobethin]

Thanks for the kind words. Hugs