I wish i had someone to talk to....i have entirely too much on my mind and im heading back to a bad place. I just want to scream until i cant scream anymore.

I am alive...ive just been keeping really busy. All i do is work and sleep, plus my computer is really sick, so i dont use it. More of an update when i have more time. peace

Yeah, yeah, yeah...it's been a while, i know. so, my kitty finally has a name, his name is windsor a.k.a. win. things are getting shakey again, but im sure ill pull through. the fuckin post office thing was a scam, so unless i can get my money back im out ninety some odd dollars. i still need to find a full-time job, especially since im out of one ( Read more... )

um....so mucch to update...not right now. right now ima bitch and go to bed ( Read more... )

i have a place to live and fagan has a job that he really wants and is a really good opportunity for him. things are going okay. i dont really feal like posting now...so more later.

this weekend was absolutely AMAZING! this past week wasnt too bad either. on wednesday i was talking to mike online because he had off and we both had slept in. i was saying how i hated not having my car because i couldnt randomly show up and visit. so he said that he would come down and take me up to surprise kevin. so he came down to get me and ( Read more... )

so some how i got shafted out of an apartment. not sure how or why these things happen to me, but they always do. i know its not really anyones fault, but im kinda pissed right now. i really need to get out of the boddorffs house and now that everyone is leaving for school ill be working full time until the end of september, which is when i want to ( Read more... )

im not happy, i think im jealous, but i dont know if thats what it is. ive never been jealous before, at least not for this reason, and i dont even know if i should be. i think its a matter of me not knowing the person or persons. whatever, i hope the trust that i have given is not broken like it always seems to get too, maybe thats the problem, ( Read more... )

i miss my mommy so much. shes going to call me soon, im so excited...i cant wait. my phone is being so gay. i hope its fixed by tomorrow, because im not sure when she is calling me. my phone is being rediculous, i can call people and people can call me and either way i can hear the other person, but they cant hear me. even when i have full bars of ( Read more... )

my dad is getting surgery tomorrow. im soo scared. i know its just on his knee so nothing can really go wrong. but im still worried about it. i hope everything goes well, i just cant help thinking about all the things that could happen. i texted my mom to call me afterwards to let me know how it goes, i hope she got the text. i hope everything goes ( Read more... )