Wow, so i've not updated this damn thing since after the new year.. just have had soo much happen and take place in my life, god i dont even know where to begin or how to even go in and start explaining it.  The whole month of february was okay i guess, valentine's day was wonderful.. i got to see my baby which made me very happy =)

Now it's the ( Read more... )

Dang it's been a while since i've updated this thing..

Well well...where to begin at okay so let me see if i can remember every little detail that has happened within the past 2 weeks or so.. hmm*

January 12, 2007 -- i lost a close friend bj riddle to an overdose of drugs... i couldnt believe it when i first heard it, i just seen him the day before ( Read more... )

its just been one of those days... at first i thought it started out great, then things turn for the worst.  i came home from my boyfriend's and mom and dad told me that my biological father calls and says he has to go back to iraq.. great joyous fun for him..  oh well he was never in my life when i needed him so why should i start caring for him ( Read more... )

i am tired and am ready for bed but i cant go to bed just yet because i have to keep my baby cousin for the nite.. my uncle and aunt are staying up here due to the fact that earlier today their microwave blew up and my aunt's mom wouldnt bring my baby cousin up here to get him away from all the carbon monoxide smoke and everything which is really ( Read more... )

okay well not alot has happened.. mostly just goin to school seeing as how it started back last wednesday and it really sucks major ass.. the good thing though i dont have long til i can graduate and that's the best thing about it =)
i really wished it would snow so that i wouldnt have to go to school for at least one or two days yet then again when ( Read more... )

if every moment of every day, i could spend it with you then i'd be so happy..we may have our little arguements and fights but in the end i wouldnt change it for nothing. you mean the world to me and nothing will ever change that.. i just hope you feel the same way, i never want to lose you.. i would die without you! 
I want to spend the rest of my ( Read more... )

well here are just a couple of poems i wrote..

To Those I Love
and Those Who Love Me...

When I am gone, release me, let me go.
I have so many things to see and do.
You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears.
Be happy that we had so many years.
I gave you my love, you can only guess,
how much you gave to me in happiness.
I thank you for the love you each
have ( Read more... )

Wow, it doesnt seem like it should be 2007 already.. 2006 flew by and in a way i'm glad it did because that only leaves 4 months til i graduate.. thinking about it brings tears to my eyes, i'm ready to get out of high school although i feel like i'm rushing my life away when ever i say i'm ready to graduate.. oh well i'll survive though. 
My ( Read more... )

okay so i dont know exactly why this week is going by so damn slow, but it is..and well it's killing me!! Ugh 2 Days..that's all i've got left not inlcuding the 2 half days, which i wont have to go because i'm good like that  haha    Christmas break should be a fun and relaxing time for me.. seeing as how hopefully i will get to see my baby boy or ( Read more... )

okay so another monday has came and gone...  wow it has never been so long and boring in my entire life!! i seriously thought that it wasnt going to end.   school couldnt go by possibly any slower.. okay maybe actually it could, yet oh well there aint a damn thing i could do about it!

So it's almost what 2 weeks til christmas, even if that much ( Read more... )